WOW

Where have I been? Oh yah going crazy! many on the ride, few have gotten off along the way. My house is more crazy than ever. My 2 girls are almost 7 (YIKES) and 5. We also have a 2.5 yr old boy, 2 yr old girl, 16 mos girl and a 9 mos girl - all foster children. Plus my 20 year old step daughter has moved in with us. So that makes the head count 9 people, 2 dogs and 2 cats. Are you still with me... Think I am uber crazy - well I am. My newest adventure that I have been considering is being a gestational surrogate for a couple that is not able to have these blessed thing we call children on their own. Many things weigh in this decision: my health, my family's health, my work load, my household... Can I save and help the whole world? I think I can of course, but I am getting old. 40 is through the next 2 doors... My 2 girls deserve all that I can give them and all the energy I can give it with. What to do...